This is cool.... what i would see is me sitting in a electic chair waiting for the lever to be pulled. Or me sitting helplessly as a guy slowly kills me. Or me faceing my biggest enemie faceing off and her charging me... there are many ways i seem to die.Wheather it be painful or not. One after another just seem better and better. Even if they get worse and worse. My mind wont stop giving me these bloody gory scenes of how somebody could die or how i could die. Life is fragile. Don't waste it. A life can disappear as fast as happyness. i try not to think this stuff. But some how it allways finds its way back. I know its slowly depriving me of every thing i got. But now that i think of it the only reason probably why i havent slipped over the edge is beacuse i know of it and im trying to stop it. But my anger and confussion are building up and its getting harder and harder to think i actually forgot my age today! My mind is slowly fogging. I dont want to forget! Forgeting dosent seem like the best thing to do. So now im sitting here insomnia kicking my butt. i'm so bored..... i think i might like this series !